-This unspoken sensation at the pit of my stomach
-Choking, suffocating, killing me, eating me inside out
-I, who was never aware of it probably too afraid to face it, realized it too late
-"All my life I've been going back and forth as if it was a routine"- the truth stumbled out of my mouth without realizing its importance
-Crying every night in the confinement of my room of memories, the perfect family i thought i had, the me i thought i knew
-The unbreakable front that i've put up is slowly breaking away in pieces, leaving me exposed and vulnerable
-"You have no heart" were the exact words from my very own mother
-Harsh cruel words were thrown in my face but i swallowed them all, numbing my heart till nothing was felt.
-It's probably true, i have no heart, i'm just a cold-blooded animal. But what can i say? I'm still alive and living my in my facade world.
-When is all this gonna stop? I'm so tired from everything...
Weirdo feeling unusually down | 
